I'm taking my first college Biology course, and I can't believe how stressed over it I am! I've never been one to worry about tests, but I can't sleep the night before an exam with this class. Right now, I'm waiting to go to class to take my next exam, and I'm actually nauseous.
Granted, the first quiz I took for this course I completely bombed (somewhere around 60% correct), but ever since then I've done increasingly better. Still, I keep thinking I'm going to fail miserably. I guess that's the doormat in me. Especially since, even if I did fail, it wouldn't be that big of a deal--I'd just take the course again.
I seriously didn't want to fail Statistics, because I hated every second of it, but I'm quite enjoying this class. I stayed as far away from Science courses in high school as I could (terrified of being told to dissect something), but the deeper I get into Biology, the more interesting I find it. I'm no longer terrified that I'm a Science major.
What I'm feeling, right this moment, is akin to stage fright--I know everything's going to be fine, but I'm so freaking tense I can hardly function. Once the test starts, I'll be fine (even if I don't know the answers), so it's stupid that I feel this way.
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